Most of the time in life, it seems normal to spend vast amounts of time planning and mapping out our lives and decided what we want to do and where we want to be in 5 or 10 years time. I do this my self, for a very long time, in fact since i was little it was all i ever did, get good grades in school, go to art college, get into uni, move away, find a nice man, buy a house, get married, and live happy ever after.
Sometimes we make plans and then work as hard as we can to achieve them. Sometimes they fall apart and we are beside ourselves because that's the only thing that we have ever wanted. In times like these it can feel like things are falling apart and you have no options left. I know how this feels and it can stress you out, and keep you up at night but i also know it is not necessary to feel this way. There are other options, there are other paths you can take, you just need to figure them out.
You need to keep in mind that 'Other path' is not the same as a 'wrong path'. It is easy to feel that if you change your path you may be making a mistake, yet in fact you are just changing your direction, but you are still carrying on your journey, with all the ups and down, winds and twists that life puts in your way.
Its OK to worry a little over which direction you should take in your life, as long as you do keep moving forward, your only mistake would be stopping.
'plan B' is OK and if that doesn't work out then there's C D E F G H I.... and so on.
Keep going, you will soon work out what you want to do, and where you want to go.
