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I was lay next to him all wrapped up in the duvet. he looked so fragile, so innocent. His walls were down and he could crumble any moment. But I knew he would be okay because I was there, to hold him and to pick up the pieces. I knew i was just a replacement, a second choice. But the only thing I cared about was that i made him happy, even if it was for a little while and he didn't keep me around. In the end it will be worth it because for that little amount of time I was the reason he was smiling, I was the reason he was happy.. and I was the reason he chose to stick around. Things were slowing coming together and for the first time in a long time I was happy too... I never wanted things to change I wanted to stay like this forever, but I knew someone better would come along and I would just be back to being the friend. How could I make him want me? That's all I've ever wished for. For him to want me as much as I wanted him. but dreams only come true in fairy tales.
As his eye lashes started to flutter and the duvet started to Russel his eyes met mine. And in that very moment we both smiled, knowing full well how amazing the weekend had been. His arms wrapped around my body as he excepted me, I was no longer jumpy at the slight touch he gave me. I wasn't scared anymore, I was relieved. He wanted me... and not just for my personality, but because he loved ever inch of me, inside and out. My stomach full of butterfly's and my face plastered with a smile all I could do was stare into his sky blue eyes dreaming about our future together. I've never wanted anyone as much as I wanted this boy, as much as I wanted this to last forever.

Forever writing 
Lilypad x


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For a lot of you you've probably been running your blog for years, and even though this isn't my first blog this will be my blog from now till forever (fingers crossed) I'm not really good at sticking at the whole running a blog thing but I'm sure as hell going to give it another go...

I'm going to be honest with you i've probably chosen the worst time possible to start in the blogging world again with stress of college and university coming up but i've been inspired a lot recently and want all of you too be inspired with me.

Maybe I should introduce my self first, I'm lily Sheppard I'm 18, I'm in my last year of studying fashion and textiles at art college. I'm that really awkward girl with headphones in all the time that writes a lot.

I'm thinking about posting a least once a week but mainly just when I write something I love or find something amazingly inspiring. I hope this will be enough to keep you coming back for more... I won't be posting anything specific. Its not a fashion or beauty blog, or even an art blog, its simply a blog about me, my life, my struggles and inspiring things I find on my travels. Please feel free to leave comments on anything i've written, if you like or hate, or even suggestions on what I could post.

and lastly I'd just like to say thank you for taking time to read my first blog post and hopefully it will bring you back for more.

lily pad x



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